The Robot, The Rhyme and The Rhythm
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Proposition 8 should not even be an issue, at all. The simple fact is marriage is a choice, sex can occur without marriage and marriage can occur without sex, no one should have to argue this. I'm not going to go on a tangent about equal rights, but a majority of people supporting 8 (I'm not saying this is any of you so please don't get offended) use the main reasons that it is:
a.) morally wrong according to the bible or
b.)degrading our societies moral foundations to which I reply:
a.) Seperation of Church and state, upon the passing of this the U.S. adopted the idea that God has no place in the governing of man
b.) We have capitolism and consumer culture, we degrade ourselves much worse than a marriage argument.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
we are called legion, for we are many
and i continue to live well beyond the end of my definition
Sunday, December 13, 2009
we all go on, quiet and in this sea of heat and flame.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
7:48AM - Contrast
As the sky glows with the light of the sun,
so grows light the burden in my heart.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
[03:18] sleep_like_sleipnir: You know
[03:18] sleep_like_sleipnir: i was kind of enthused to be on an RP server again
[03:18] cale_dragon_master: Really?
[03:19] sleep_like_sleipnir: but on Twisting nether, the problem is 99% of the RP is a group of blood elves with the WALK option on, padding around Silvermoon City with thou's and art's talking about fucking NOTHING
[03:19] sleep_like_sleipnir: So I decided I was going to turn on the attitude I turn on when playing FPSes while dealing with RPers
[03:20] cale_dragon_master: lol
[03:21] sleep_like_sleipnir: thing is
[03:21] sleep_like_sleipnir: I'm not lying
[03:21] cale_dragon_master: I didn't figure you were
[03:21] sleep_like_sleipnir: It irritates the PISS Out of me when people RP medieval era and talk all "HOW ART THOU"
[03:21] sleep_like_sleipnir: The people in SHAKESPEARE's fucking time didn't talk like that
[03:22] sleep_like_sleipnir: AND HE LIVED IN THE FUCKING VICTORIAN ERA
[03:22] sleep_like_sleipnir: XD
[03:22] sleep_like_sleipnir: sorry ranting
[03:22] sleep_like_sleipnir: anyways
[03:22] sleep_like_sleipnir: Twisting Nether is an RPPvP
[03:22] sleep_like_sleipnir: I consider the two tags to be like two children
[03:22] cale_dragon_master: I see
[03:22] sleep_like_sleipnir: and RP likes Twilight more, while PvP likes harry potter more
[03:23] cale_dragon_master: Spiffy
[03:23] sleep_like_sleipnir: so I pretend I never had RP and dote on PvP with ice cream and sick notes from school.
[03:23] sleep_like_sleipnir: XD
Conversations like this are yet another reason I love talking to Potter.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
everything is light now.
everything is beautiful.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
84 hours a week. The equivalent of three and a half days straight I work, piddling at paperwork and logs, training new dispatchers and wondering where my days have gone.
It's almost been a month since I started doing this. I'm not even really tired anymore, every day blurs together with the next so when I come to out of an exhaustion fueled unconsciousness, I wake into a world that has no sense of time to me.
Every measurement seems odd, awkward, I'm home less than at work, and then only here to take out the trash, warm my food and pack it for work. It's a lot of money, but I haven't had time to myself, and I don't realize how much video games de-stress me until I haven't played them.
In other news, I've started my endurance training for my lungs, soon to follow with strength training for my body. I've always had weak lungs and what better time to work on them. I will put more focus on this trial when I've gotten a day off.
Larry had to leave the PD, he simply wasn't making enough money to survive. Shortly after he left (after doing it right and putting in a two-weeks and working,) Juli quit, citing that she couldn't take the hours and not having a day off (I think she quit because her worthless piece of shit boyfriend got a job.)
I have absolutely NO respect, and quite a bit of distaste for her and her ilk now, she agreed to work, she did not work, but she managed to make it as long as I did until she inadvertently quit working without even giving us notice. As of August 13, Larry had quit and I was working 8 hours a day, 7 days a week. August 20, Juli didn't show up, and I started working 12 hours a day 7 days a week.
Friday September 4th we hired two new dispatchers, they started sunday, September 6th. After about two weeks of training they should be good to go on their own and I will be switched back to my swing shift, 5 days a week, 8 hours a day. I look forward to the day when I can wake up and take care of my laundry and personal chores and not be dictated by my alarm clock.
There's something unsettling about taking the only meals you eat each day, at your work desk while answering phones.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
I feel make believe right now.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
The road's been rough, and the night is cold.
But we'll top this hill
We'll be alright.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
I remember Geoff's words "There is beauty in chaos. No matter how dark it gets, there is always light in this world."
Even if only for a moment, there is hope.
Friday, August 28, 2009
I don't want to feel again.
Not like this, not happiness, not sadness.
Let me sink into the neutral grays of calm.
A state I can understand and I know how to act.
Where I'm not filled with this inconsolable grief
this wild, untamed anger, and this hollow, sick pouding.
I don't want to be angry anymore
I don't want to be sad.
I don't want to feel love, or care.
I want to go back, I want to leave this
I now understand why wars will start.
I now understand why men will die for others.
I don't like this at all.
I don't like this.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I am no god, no saint, no marching soldier. I will bring you no peace, no liberty, no freedoms. I will stand for myself and be the downfall of man.
This is the truth my soul will suffer by.
Monday, August 24, 2009
the truth would make you tremble.
but you'll never know
Sunday, August 16, 2009
7:58AM - Healing Blog
I think I'll be shifting my focus to projects like this to keep my mind out of boredom.
Yes, I'm well aware that I'm a nerd
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I feel betrayed by my mouths inability to keep secrets.
in other news, fresh cherries.
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